I am not ME

We started this blog out of fun. It was not meant to blog anything in particular... We basically wanted to blog about us... and just to keep friends and family aware about what's going on around... what are we doing. Then it kind of develops into a foodie blog since moi loves to eat and I love to share and note down the places I visited. It has been more than a year and we got more than 500 postings. It contains various types of posts.. mostly mine, some from twinny. We talked about food, to games, to family, to friends, to feelings, to work, to animals, to relationships...etc.

I asked myself "Why do i blog?", "Why do I like to blog?" To be heard? How much of it? Or how little of it? It's a struggle. it's a place for me to just write (type) without thinking. The thoughts just flow as I type. I dun bother with the grammatical and typo errors. i am not bother with readership and feedback. I just typed away.

So if I do not want to be heard? Why not i just lock up this blog and allow access to only the few privilege? Or maybe deep underneath in all bloggers, there is a shallow desire and hope for admiration and affirmation from our readers. For the same shallow reason for readers who love to read blog, their shallow desire to "un-peel" the blogger... unpeeling the self-consciousness, looking into his or her hidden side.

The blog Me will never be the real Me. Not that I am trying to hide any part of me or trying to create a fictitious Me... it just that if you don't know the real Me, the blog does not contain the full interpretations and expressions of my full character and thoughts. It might be written in a fit of a mood, when a memory crosses my mind or heart, a reflection of someone else stories and lives, a sudden hallucination or imagination. This blog is merely a figment of our imagination and your interpretations. It is just bits and pieces of my life, somebody else's lives, bits and pieces of my imaginations...

Dun bother to find ME or US in this blog... you wont be able to.