On one hand I do really look forward to their visit but on the other hand, I felt imprisonment. I am like what many will brand a connector according to Gladwell's Tipping Point. But on other hand, I really dislike the feeling of being close with another person, having an additional person to add on to my sphere of influence. It just wears me out completely.
I am very fearful and tired of building additional close ties with anyone else to the point, I am rejecting new "friends".... I know I might sound really blunt, unappreciative or even hurtful but I had reach my point of exhaustion and weariness and just want to tell you....
if you really likes me a lot and want to be nice to me.... just do me this great favour...
PLEASE STAY AWAY & DUN BE NICE TO ME!!
Thanks!
2 comments:
No matter how near/far we are, we will still be here for you. *hugz*
I think the problem lies with not knowing when to say 'No'. Always worrying about hurting other feelings and putting others before one's self. So in the end you become unhappy. If you are unhappy your friends would not be happy. So the thing is to let yourself be happy first. Cheer up Twinny!!!
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